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http://www.racialicious.com/2010/02/11/when-racefail-meets-playboy-the-john-mayer-interview/
I can hear some of you snickering about the fact that I like John Mayer anyway. But. I've been wanting to say something, but ^ that person said it much better, and what I'd say would just turn into me whining about my life so *handwave*. Let's put it like this. Every crush I've had since the 9th grade has been on a white person. Most of the musical artists I listen to- are white. The boy I have a crush on right now? Is white. Yes, my Perfect Dude is a ginger with an accent, preferably Scottish (my ginger obsession has bloomed as of late).
I was one of those girls who wanted to wanted to be in that deep sea of blankets and what not. And *shrug* it hurts, to hear him say shit like that, it hurts whenever the subject of dating black women comes up and everyone's like "lolno" (yes, I have heard it happen). No, I haven't quite been able to listen to any of his music quite yet, just because now I know that he really isn't talking to me, or about me.
It just exacerbates the worries I've been having in reference to my hair, and my crush and. Bunches of shit *handwave* I'm lol!overinvested, mostly, but. How about no one ask any of MCR how they feel about interaccial dating. Just in case.
I can hear some of you snickering about the fact that I like John Mayer anyway. But. I've been wanting to say something, but ^ that person said it much better, and what I'd say would just turn into me whining about my life so *handwave*. Let's put it like this. Every crush I've had since the 9th grade has been on a white person. Most of the musical artists I listen to- are white. The boy I have a crush on right now? Is white. Yes, my Perfect Dude is a ginger with an accent, preferably Scottish (my ginger obsession has bloomed as of late).
I was one of those girls who wanted to wanted to be in that deep sea of blankets and what not. And *shrug* it hurts, to hear him say shit like that, it hurts whenever the subject of dating black women comes up and everyone's like "lolno" (yes, I have heard it happen). No, I haven't quite been able to listen to any of his music quite yet, just because now I know that he really isn't talking to me, or about me.
It just exacerbates the worries I've been having in reference to my hair, and my crush and. Bunches of shit *handwave* I'm lol!overinvested, mostly, but. How about no one ask any of MCR how they feel about interaccial dating. Just in case.
